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New beginning
Tuesday, October 28, 2014 1:33 PM | 0 Note
I knew a guy, not a new one. He is my ex schoolmate when I was in Form 1. I don't even know him because he moved from that school before we start to be friend. But he recognized me & I don't know why, I don't know how. Aaa so based on this beginning, for sure u guys assume that we're not close to each other right? Iyup. Heh. He always try to have a conve with me, or sometimes video calls at facebook, skype whatever, but I ignored him HAHAHAHA. He did that not because he is into me but ya lah, just want to talk to an 'old friend' which is basically not a friend at all. Hewhew. We start to be close to each other during Ramadhan this year. I joined him & his friends for iftar and that was the first time I met him. Heh its like almost 5 years we didn't even get a chance to meet face to face, which is act I'm the one who don't want to meet him. Kahkah. But I don't know, something pushed me to meet him that day so ok je lah. And, since that, ummm I've a crushed on him opss hahahaha. It happened just like that. I don't know why. Back there, he is the one who I hate the most because he likes to 'kutuk kutuk' me. And so do I. Everytime he posted new picture on insta, I'll talk bad about it hehe. But everything changed now. It seems that I'd fall for him. I love to see his eyes, the way he staring at me omg cair lebur beb hahahaha. He is such a sweet talker, I bet he really is. Cuz everytime he said something, it makes me fall for him more. Hew, I wish he didn't use that advantage to flirt with other girls, Amin. Hehe Got so many things we've been thru together & swear to God I won't forget every moment that I'd spent with him. It such a wonderful moment in my entire life. I didn't regret to know him, and serious I'll try to know him more. Hihi and lately, it such a tough day for me but he always be here with me. The most melting part is when he said this:
"Dear Izni, I know that I'm not your official boyfriend, I'm not ur fiance
nor ur husband. But one thing for sure, I know that you love me and of
course I love you. And yeah, I don't give a fuck of declaring a
relationship with you and sorry for that. We don't have annivesary to
celebrate till we're married. To me thats all was useless. And better to
declare u as my wife than my couple. I truly love you sayang. I love
you more than anything in this world. U already been part in my life. U
already an important pieces to me. I didn't ask that, but it just happens
and I can't avoid it even if I want to. I want you in my life. And I'll
do everything for u. And for sure, I will not hold back to tell you
everything. Do you know why?? Cause you have been there for me and you
willing to be my ears. Yes, I admit it, sometimes we want to keep the
prob to ourself. But believe me, I experienced it, it much better
sharing it with someone whom you love and cared for u. Thats why I'm not
shy of telling you everything. Cause it feels good to had someone who
always been beside us. It just a mere of will to tell them. How to get
that will?? TRUST. the trust will come when you really really really
love someone. Izni, I thanked you for being by my side through my ups
and downs. I really apreciate it. Izni, there is someone who will to do
the same of what you do to me. Did you know who it is. ME. Muhammad
Syahmi Bin Noor Izan. Soo please, let me return the favor sayang. I dont
mind if the thing is humilating or what. Just tell me. Tell me
everything. No matter it is big as the mountian or small like sand. Im
here for you. So let me share the burden. Believe me, its more better
than keeping it alone. If you really want to build a life with me.
Please let me in ur life first. Open ur heart to tell me everything.
Share it. How we can share a life if we dont want to share our problems
with eah others?? I hope u open ur heart for me" :)
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